ring ring ring ring.. 730am. its time to wake up jolencia. quick la get up la stop being so lazy. you dont need to sleep so much. after this shit u can slp for like 6 months. quick get up and study and then tonight you get to rest again. that'll be quite soon. just words to comfort myself with. the night is finally here. omg i'm so so tired. how many more days.. aiya come on la push urself u better do lor if not u're screwed. so by 8.. i'll reach expo coffee bean for my daily routine activity. and leave ard 4-6pm. thanks all who accompanied me, or offered to accompany me to study. people like rahoon, peien, irvin, yeo..kenny. we had fun. and we had shit. and we had delicious lerk thai. other times i go there alone. less distraction. wow. to think, the worse is over. it seems fast. but, i know it wasnt. it was. hell.

but. i guess the effort paid off. thank God from whom all blessings flow! not by our own wisdom, but by the power of God. i guess God's plan is always perfect. i'm not sure whats the next step i should take. it seems unbelievable. stay in spore or go overseas? i've always wanted to go overseas actually. well see what God's direction is. he'll open doors..he'll provide.. if i manage to get a scholarship, maybe i'll go. but, its alright to stay here to study too. woah. choices choices..

ntu or nus? dunno leh. anyway. my class did crazily crazy la. got 14 people with 4As, 4 with 3As. gp was a shocking surprise for me. i dont think an exam should determine our language ability really. its not very fair, altho the gd are really gd yes, but.. the marking is subjective..

wow. what a week. my back hurts.. work today was.. sian. nothing to do. only 11 customers. maybe its cause of the wet weather. yeah after reading all my rubbish, u prob still dunno what i got. well its okay right. no need to disclose to the world. haha.